Stress!!!

The last week was one of the worst weeks of my life. I am so tired of talking about it I dont even want to post it here because that means I will have to re-live it once again. But something Carson said that was pretty cute when we did not know what was wrong with Davis he looked at me and said...I just wish that this mystery was solved right now. We had a wrestling tournament for Carson in Humboldt and he got first place. The kids seemed to be pretty inexperienced so I am looking forward to watching a good match. He is pretty proud of his trophy.
Davis is doing great, he is getting bigger everyday. He weighs 14 pounds 6 ounces and wearing 6-9 months clothes. He is smiling all the time and loves to kick around under the star toy we have for him. He also loves the paper on the doctors tables. Cayden is playing the Cello this year and doing great in school. He is in TAG and loves being challenged. The boys will be with Chris for Thanksgiving so that makes me sad to not spend this day with them but we are not even doing Thanksgiving with my family. Mom is dating a guy I dont particularly care for. Creeps me out for some reason. Dad is dating the lady he had an affair with while he and mom were still married. Shelle and Jeff are in San Antonio. Tom and I and Davis are going to his Grandma's in Clarion. I did not feel like rushing there just to get back and spend time with mom and her boyfriend...its just too akward. She is going to make a little dinner for Ryan and Kyle and Larry is coming later. Dad will be with his girlfriend.
Sad, terrible, tragic news. Jeff's best friend Mike Stuzman died last night in a farm accident. He and his wife Jess just had a little girl, Sophie about a week before I had Davis. He was crushed under the blade of a combine. He and his father were repairing it and some how it fell and crushed him. Jeff is just a wreck and Shelle is in shock. I feel so terrible for everyone that loved him. I hung out with Mike and Jess a few times and they are just wonderful people. I cant imagine what Jess will do without him. Shelle said it best when she said that there are just some people who you know belong together and you can never see them with anyone else. They had one of those magical relationships. It is better to have love and lost than to never have loved at all.. Rest In Peace Mike!!!